Right now I am doing ok...I have far too many thoughts in my head, as always, sure...but I'm actually OK. My skin's still tingling, I still want to cut myself or burn myself -just a little bit...i don't want to do any more than that, and I won't even hurt myself the little bit that I want to!!
There's nothing left to ruin but i just seem to keep on destroying everything near me -and everyone...i am a wreaking machine and i've already destroyed all the friendships i had, i stopped liking the things i used to and now i don't enjoy anything, i don't even go outside anymore...
i hate waking up; i hate sleeping...
oh, maybe i'm not doing okay today...
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