i feel like i don't know how to behave.
i don't know i am. or that i am. (the only time i am sure i am here is when i hurt me).
Even when i'm around family -you're supposed to be able to be you round them aren't you?
I am different people around different people.
And very different when with 1 person when compared to when i'm in a big group.
i don't know if it's because i think people want me to behave a certain way when i'm with them or
if i just have no personality or behaviours of my own -does anyone? Isn't everything anyone does just learned behaviour and skills?
...and when i'm alone? ...i just exist.
i need people to make me behave but they make me behave the way they need me to.
stupid head
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