How do other people do it?

get up, get dressed, manage to make it through an entire day without bursting into tears for no reason -or for every reason?

how can other people watch the news and not want to throw themselves under a train for all the atrocities occurring in this sick sad world?

how do other people watch a film with a character who gets away with all the bad things they do and not want to put their hand right through the screen?

how is it that other people can accept things that make me want to take a blade and cut til i am too sore to hold it anymore? or see what's underneath? ...and then past that??

is it what i expect??