Have you ever been SO angry SO filled with rage and pain that it just seems to bubble in your brain?
Has it ever seemed as though your skin is itching, moving, begging, pleading, SCREAMING to be punched or cut or burned?
Have you ever fought it for ages?
Have you ever slipped up?
Has it then all seemed a waste?
Might as well be done for the sheep as the lamb?
Distractions have ceased to help.
Sleep vanished for a while...
running on autopilot and running on empty
zombie mode
things that i turn to to return to 'normal' hurt me and leave marks for evermore...
but how else do i get out of this darkness?
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