I've reached that epically horrific moment where my eyeballs are ON FIRE 👀🔥 so much from lack of sleep 😴🚫 that plucking them out doesn't seem completely unreasonable...
Social worker called to say she'd be arriving within 45 minutes this morning; which she did...didn't want her too though...and sister was ignoring texts... So sat with a plaster the whole time going minute-by-minute...
Social worker hates me 😔
SAMH worker arrived as soon as S/W had sat down...
Missed buzzer due to time to put boot on blah blah...
In a nutshell, my support from SAMH will be taken away by March, and halved until then...
What the actual fuck?!
I just wish someone would kill me so my family and friends were left without thinking me s completely selfish bastard.
I hate myself enough for EVERONE EVERYWHERE; I don't need help to be hated...
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