Thursday 22 January 2015

I'm an idiot and I need to STOP lending money!!

Having a rubbish day...I'm such an idiot...I loaned A LOT of money to someone I 'met' via facebook (not this group) and I think I've been told a pack of lies...I can't tell anyone I've done this (I did it once before -but it was a new neighbour on the landing and she told me a bunch of lies about having no food and could she borrow just a wee bit so her and her cat -I have one so she knew that would hook me I guess- could eat...over a year later and she's still got £60 of mine...)(social work and housing and community police made a report when I asked them not to...I already had agoraphobia before that...now I can't even go to the bin chute!!!!!)

Anyway I'm sorry for the rant...just trying to not go completely crazy with myself...

Yeah, I've "known" her for 5 years via mental health groups on facebook...she has a wee girl, IS A REAL PERSON (I think...my head's gone all melty now so now I'm questioning phonecalls etc...)...

They were going to get evicted and she spin me a RIGHT GOOD TALE IF IT WAS A TALE!!!

I'm so angry with myself...I'm too much of a pushover...

I'm SUCH an idiot...but I kind of think...well, this is not the first, second, third...you get my point -I don't learn...

I have now...I have no food for me and my cat's not happy with me watering his stuff a wee bit...he's getting bitey...LOL... You've got to laugh, right??

I was ok for money when I leany it to them...but now ...AAARGH I can't handle this -you know when you get to the "I-don't-see-a-tomorrow" point...stupid head!