Youtube vlog on mental health/just me in general

I've wanted to do one for AAAAGES!!

But then BANG goes my anonymity...
I don't feel I should hide for my sake, but for that of the little ones in the family...

Plus...

I kind of go off on tangents easily...

That said, i still keep coming back to this thought...have done for years now...

Perhaps it's time to stop hiding...

My albino hamster of 3 and a half years has been put to sleep..

Where are you?
My beloved albino hamster hasn't long passed away and I properly cleaned all his stuff...my head and heart are fighting though...it's only been a week...
I hate waste and wouldn't want it to just sit in a cupboard...but...