In an uncontrollable rage

Spent hours waiting on a delivery waste of SAMH time and then got a text and email to say I wasn't in to sign for it and they'd put a card through -eh?! Wtf -called them VOICE OPTIONS EVENTUALLY GOT A BITCH AND I just WENT BERSERK started throwing shit EVERYFICKINGWHERE SAMH WOMAN WAS THE NICE ONE SO I CALMED DOWN A bit more...

I'm now with my 11 year old niece who had 2 hospital appointments and had to miss school today...

I NEVER stay angry round kids...

I've ALWAYS swore by that...

But now?!!!

Now...RIGHT NOW I WANT TO CUT MY ARMS TO BITS and she is sitting right opposite me in a public cafe ... And I don't care...

I am

So so so angry...

I am raging with myself

At these feelings

More

Than i am at the fact that the company messed me about and won't tell me who the delivery is from and then them saying i wasn't in -thus, effectively calling me a

Liar, and THEN saying my postcode doesn't exist...

Wtf? I don't exist?

So to whom did you try to deliver??????aaargh...they won't even say who the delivery is from...

Fuckwitz